wish

I don't remember if it was
an eyelash you ever-so-carefully swept off
my cheek, saying 'hold still now' while
I felt the delicate tickle
of your fingertip on my freckles

or if it was a blaze of light I
saw through squinted eyes, your
outstretched arm pointing me
towards the exuberant heavens

it might even have been by the glow
of birthday candles, my face still red
with embarrassment, yours shining
proud with your mischievous deed.

But you were beside me and you gave
me a wish; I closed my eyes and thought
of all I ever wanted, all I'd never have.
But now -- please, just give me peace -